Sunday, May 19, 2013

最忠实的朋友..

快两年没写部落格了,忙忙碌碌的日子,自己到底在做些什么?
人家说,25岁是女人的生活转折点,
亲身经历了之后才发现这几年在种种方面都有很大的改变,
尤其是思想,还有人生观吧!

时间真的过得很快,
而我今天决定提笔写下这篇部落格是因为家里的爱犬「Baby」..
我害怕随着岁月的流失,回忆中的画面也会渐渐变得模糊,
所以趁我记忆能力还没问题时想把这一切都记下来,永远的记下来..
习惯了有他的日子,突然这样就得与他相别,
全家人都好像在自己身上挖了一块肉似的,那种感觉真的不好受。
2009年离开家到日本留学时,因为害怕失去,因为害怕不习惯,
一想起他就会哭,之后就慢慢的逼自己尝试放下,尝试习惯,
到了真的可以接受没有他的日子的时候,
就觉得自己长大了,懂事了,什么都放得开了,
越来越少看他的照片,甚至回家时越来越少关心他,
以为自己放得下了,但其实真正是因为自己在逃避而不敢面对..
不敢面对如果有一天他不在了会怎样,
所以自私的我就越不敢对他放太多感情,
当初最怕的事情终于发生了,脑海里浮现了好多好多回忆,
才知道自己根本没有放下这一切.. 真的好想念他..

离开家的这些日子,都是家人无微不至的在照顾他,
Baby在我们家10年了,
若你问我10年长吗?
我会说,10年是我现在为止人生的5分之2的时间,
又或者是说这是我懂事以来的大部分时间,那你说10年长吗?
有人说,拥有就是失去的开始,
但对我而言,就算有一天真的失去了也没关系,
因为这些一起走过的日子,都为我们留下了许多美好回忆!

2003年12月17日
因为缘分,大姐把他带回家,成了赖家的一份子。
开始的时候,就是因为害怕有一天会失去他而伤心,所以家人有点反对,
但看到他那活泼,温驯,乖巧的样子,有谁能忍心不收养他呢?

一开始Baby晚上睡在玻璃门外,下雨天却怕得东躲西藏,
慢慢的就进屋里,在楼梯,最后却跑到楼上爸妈房间睡,还真顽皮的嘛哈哈!
他一天中最开心的是吃东西和带他去散步的时候,
他不懂得看钟,但却比任何一个人都清楚时间。
时间一到,就会提醒你带他出去散步,
家人外出了,他就会一直守在门口等待,
爸妈睡迟了,他就会尝试把他们叫醒,
帮他洗澡后,他就疯狂似的到处奔驰,
爸爸看电脑时,他总是坐在一旁陪伴,
妈妈煮饭时,他也到厨房走走看看然后就坐在一旁守候,
大姐一回到家,他就到大姐房间与她共享地盘,
二姐每星期从学校回来时,她就在房门外等待,
我呢,他最喜欢到我房外的露台与蟑螂和壁虎 '玩耍',
还有吸尘机,篮球等,总是把他 '气' 得团团转!

狗狗总是觉得自己最帅,而我家Baby当然也不例外,
就是因为他的自信,害得他有一次(2006年)被大狗咬伤屁股,
整整一个星期不能走动,
当时家人被他吓坏了,可是他就是那么毅力的撑过来了,
还有之后种种严重的生病,受伤等,他总是能够一一闯过每一关!
大概是两年前他开始双腿无力,视线也出现了问题,
但他从没放弃,仍然坚持走到最后一步,
我想,他应该是也很不舍得家人吧..
临走前的这段日子,我和二姐不在家,
爸爸妈妈和大姐一直给予的爱,关怀与照顾,
我相信他一定有收到!
狗狗的生命其实跟人生一样,得经历生老病死,
但是看到他从像小孩一样慢慢长大,然后生病了,
最后离开了,这种感觉真的很不好受..

2013年5月17日上午10点左右
一收到这噩耗,除了伤心,
浮现在我脑海的就是「谢谢你Baby」,「再见Baby」,
谢谢你这些年陪伴我们一起走过的日子,
我们伤心失落时你永远都会在旁边默默地守候,
10年来你给我们带来的快乐,没有任何人可以取代!
这些日子我们对你说的来来去去只有同样的那几个词汇,
可是心里想对你说的其实有好多好多,无尽止的。
你应该真的累了吧,好好休息,
到你想到的地方自由快乐的奔跑吧!
望你一路走好,
你永远活在我们心中 < 3


Baby你到底想进屋里还是出去 'kai kai' 啊? 

「躲在桌底下竟然被发现了!」

「我和妈妈有一样的衣服呵呵你们有吗?:p」



「霸占Cory的床!」

「我最喜欢的角落」

闪闪发亮的毛发


「我生日吗?我可以吃蛋糕吗?」


Baby晚上谁的地方,怎么却睡到地上来了?

「王八蛋Cory帮我穿Mambo衣服害我不能走路」


「好像有猫经过!」

「我要跟地主爷聊天」



想当年

「我也要和爸爸一起凑热闹」


「我要睡觉了..」


哈哈Baby这样你也能睡啊?

黑黑的鼻子

「大姐抱抱」





虎视眈眈想吃零食

「我们是老朋友」

「我也有枕头和床」


Baby开始经常感冒了,要保暖!

「Cory姐姐你好像买错size了有点紧ho?」

「我也有鞋子!」

 小白与小白



Baby开始有点生病及行动不方便了..

「我也有袜子」

颈项受伤了需要这个来支撑一下

一样表情?

「大姐整天叫我喝多多水」

Baby你绑颈项的怎么变成你的抱枕了?








 「爸爸妈妈大姐二姐Cory,对不起我先走了,
我会好好的所以你们也要好好的!不要看到你们难过 :)) 」

Bye Baby..
希望我们可以再见到你,也许以别种身份再回到我们家好吗?

Saturday, July 30, 2011

A special day of?

Why is it so good today?
It's just simply because ...

* I heard David Tao's song once I tuned on the online FM this morning

* the weather is just nice with some little rain in the morning

* went for sushi alone after about 1 week+ since the last time I had it

... etc. but most important is that

it's my best friend's GRADUATION DAY today!!!

The day of 3 years ago, I was in NTU having the MSA freshmen orientation together with her. Three years later I have already left Singapore and she has done her degree! I feel bad for not being able to attend her graduation ceremony. The days of 7 months being at NTU, with her as my roomie to share every single moment, be it happiness or the sh*tty one, I really enjoyed my days and thanks for everything! Sometimes things change when one grows up but there are always certain things would never easily change, just like I love David's song as much as 12 years ago, just like our 17-years-friendship as good as it has always been =)

Happy Graduation Soo Chia!!!

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

The After?

The reason I wrote this post is that ...

can you actually tell that I've actually just permed my hair?! -.-

Well I know this sounds like a joke as even me myself also can't really see the difference of the before/after. I have always been enjoy going to salon but it's quite a disappointing one this time, for various reasons. This was not cheap arghh but anyway, just to be positive, see it as I did some donation :(

Thursday, July 14, 2011

久しぶりの集まり!

"Hey, let's meet up!"

"Sure! When & where?"

"xxxxx"

"Okay see u then!"

And yeah, we finally met up with Pang since the last winter oh my.
Despite the fact that we haven't met each other for long, we could still talk & have fun just like 2 years back.
This is the thing I treasure among us and that's what we call, Friendship!

"Oh ya, let's make our Southeast-asia-trip happened!"

Yea this sounds cool isn't it? =p It was actually our plan before entering university. Too bad it's hard for us to match the holiday plans and eventually it did not come to a success. Summer holiday is coming very soon. It's either we do it now or never, as we will be freaking busy from this onwards until we graduate. Since we are all from different countries, and being a southeast asian we should get to know more about our own places right! We spent the whole night discussing and came out with a rough itinerary. Finally we see something!! I really hope we can make it and I am so looking forward to having my summer holiday yayaya!

Oh I love this photo!
Ignore my look please it was such a bad-hair-day. My hair grows so fast and it doesn't look like the one I used to have after my haircut 2 months ago. I am going to cut my hair again soon as he keeps complaining this hairstyle doesn't suit me O.o lolx! Everytime when I look at those magazines or variety shows seeing those people could set their hair nicely, or have their hair tied nicely especially plait, I feel so envy and wish I could have one like them but hmmmm :( Nevermind, I should feel grateful that I am not bald XD 知足常乐 :D