失眠~

昨晚我又失眠了，或许是因为睡前喝茶吧，
我也不太确定是什么原因~
自从STPM的其中一个晚上失眠之后，我时不时就会这样了
失眠的感觉很难受，而且很害怕，
怕得什么都不懂，只懂打给他分担自己的忧虑，幸好他还没睡...
今天的考试其实不难，但我的老毛病又来了~
从小到大我经常会钻牛角尖，把简单的东西复杂化，
还记得小时候的道德教育很容易拿99分的，
但是我有时候总是不能拿满，有一次还钻牛角尖到一种程度，
那是非题大概是这样的：

“小明买了新书包，他应该收起来不用.”

我选择对，原因是若收起来不用的话就可以保护到那个书包了啊 =.=
其实也不能怪啦，每个人有不同的观念与想法嘛=p
结果今天的考试也是这样，把一题45分的题目做得乱七八糟，
一个数据错，就使到接下来的答案也跟着错了=.=
现在的我什么都不敢想，只希望教授会给一些步骤的分数吧~
虽然数理科就是这样，对错的巴仙率是同等的，但我就是喜欢这样，
一就是对，二就是错，没有之间不肯定的东西存在
我觉得自己真的是一个“1+1=2” 的人，
难怪脑袋不能转一转，除了数理科，其他的科目就搞得一团糟=.=
啊，不管了，学什么就读什么就是了，快点考完试就放假咯!!! =)

T.T

gosh!i'm hungry~i'm so stressed!
i just finished eatin half ++ of the big bar of cadbury chocolate
perhaps my brain releases too much of the hormone to induce my appetite =.=
ahhhh~whateva la~
macadamia~i love it!
this makes me think of the white chocolate macadamia cake that he used to buy for me
*yummy yummy*
i seriously downloaded a lot of movies yesterday
december december.....
it's too good to be true if i'm enjoyin the holiday in penang now... T.T

annoyin studies~~~

It rains everytime when I was thinkin' to go for sports =.=
awwww so sien lar ok~
I'm now alone at hostel sort of nua-ing although i have 3 CA (quizzes) next week
somemore I have to work for few hours at ntu before the day of 2 CA =.=
actually i'm in quite relaxin mood now
maybe coz i've opted my principles of econs for S/U grade
which means it will not affect my CGPA in my final,
as long as i obtain a C grade for the subject then i will be assigned a Satisfactory grade for it
haha forgive me please, i seriously don't hv either "commerce sense" or "common sense" =p
so i really couldnt do well in that subject
nonetheless, i'm still facin another killin subject ------> biomolecular engineering zzzzZZzzz
transcription??translation??DNA??RNA??protein??
i hate all these things ok..
stupid exam please go away arghhh
i will have to sit for CA or exam every single week till d end of november startin from next week onwards T.T
somemore i havent done my lab report arghh
it's really annoyin,i hate the report,coz it's a bio experiment zzzZZZzzz
hmmm,my mum phoned me again this afternoon
she worries that i might give up my study since i don't like bio n econs so much
i jus wanna say, dont worry mum, i wont give up that easy
u all sent me here for pursuein my study
i know what to do,n i ll take good care of myself~
i seriously miss u all... muacks!

the followin r d photos of last sunday outin with sister at Clarke Quay

**anticipatin' for a vacation with family in the comin holiday =) **

==发霉==兴奋==

我发现我的blog快要发霉了,

想想我来新加坡读书快要三个月了,

日子过得很快,是因为很充实吗??

好听的话也许是吧,换句话说,这样天天读书的生活超乏味的好吗?

而最大的问题是,读了这么久,你到底明白自己在读什么吗? =.=

这里竞争很强,若不把脚步放快一些,肯定会落在人家后头,苦苦追也追不上了

其实之前当我心情不好时会对室友发牢骚,一直在想是不是自己做错了选择来这里求学?

但我已认真地想过了,这里最终是我最理想的求学地点,

所以现在什么都不想,只劝自己努力读书

只希望自己可以在这边开心地过完我的大学生涯 =)

但,老毛病又来了,我真的很想很想家,我很怀念家庭的温暖...

今天姐姐过来新加坡找我,我超开心的!

她和姐夫买了好多日常用品给我然后去吃午餐,

这里真的是超爽的,clarke好美! 好想快点考完试到处去走走看看!!!

但是姐姐他们吃了午餐后就匆匆忙忙地回了.. =(

我真的好希望我们一家人可以常常聚在一起,哪怕是简简单单的每一天也好...

还有民耀啊,总觉得他好可怜,因为我没什么时间陪他...

啊!!!我真的好想家!!! T.T

快点考完那个笨蛋考试,然后跟仕佳去走走逛逛explore singapore

(要不然我们真的好像只懂ntu而已 =.=)

然后就...... 回家!!! =p

p/s: 今天的照片改天再补上吧! 还有还有,今天是我第二次吃日本餐哈哈破纪录了! bwuhahaha =p