Hooray!

Hooray! Finally I finished my 1st sem in NTU!
Although I did badly in my final, anyway, who cares the result now?
What's goin' on next is -------> ENJOY! =)
Had steamboat with coursemates last night and it was great!
We chit chat the whole night all the way till this morning,
and i slept at around 8am =.=
but then I guess I'm too excited & wake up online after 3 hours sleep
though I'm bit headache now =p
Okay, will upload some photos in the next post!
Penang! I'm goin' back on 2 Dec! Hooray!!!

Random

I'm so bored & don't feel like studying. I'm such a weirdo. When people enjoying, I was mugging. And now during exam period, people pia-ing I nua-ing =.= But I guess I'm not the only one who got no mood to study, lolx. Went jogging again on Thursday night. After that me & my coursemates sat in front of The Sun (it's something like 7-11) and chit-chat until 12am (walau no need exam ke?). Then last night went City Harvest with Soo Chia, Yee Jian & Yong Wah. Walau the breads were sooooo cheap & nice! I can't wait to go again! Nothing much to say, just feel like uploadin some old photos of me/friends. Two more weeks from now then I'll finish my 1st sem already. Why it seems like I still very blur? Holiday holiday holiday! =)

Pet Society - Fat Fat - in Facebook. I like my room =)

Delicious porridge at Ah Fang Hawker Centre

(got this photo from my friend though I was not with them that night)

Sis & I when she visited me in Sg. She was zhosiao-ing =p

My lovely bedsheet =p

Hall fellow's son (with big big eyes =p)

~ Happy Deepavali ~

SCBE Exam Welfare Dinner ---- Free Food + Goodie Bag! =p

Coursemates - enjoying free food lolx

busy replying sms? huh?

met up with old frens~ thanks Shaw Chian for the super delicious dinner!

Gila-ing at IMM Carpark

Me + Margaret when she visited Sg =)

失落...

现在的心情就像从十八层高楼掉下来的感觉...
我一直以为只要有付出一定会有成果
但事实告诉我世界上没有所谓的"一定"...
对,我在意我的成绩,
但让我那么伤心的真正原因是所谓的成就感,而不是分数
我享受那种做练习时会回答的感觉,
因为这样才能让自己得到肯定,告诉自己我所付出的并没白费到
但为什么总是在考试的时候就"天不时、地不利、人不和"...
平时再厉害又有什么用?...
考场里冷到我快要结冰了
手僵硬了,头脑转不过来了,整个人愣在座位上...
"赖可欣,你知道你在考试吗?"...
我知道,但我好像不受控制那样...
算到整个计算机还会掉在地上,你能想象那个画面吗?...
要是可以重来,那该有多好...
coursemate也被我吓着了，但什么都不能做，
只希望我买巧克力吃了会开心点...

巧克力!!! =)

希望我享用你的时候不是因为emo，
而是因为我已找回快乐的自己！加油！=）

感触~

好闷啊! 为什么总是到接近考试的时候我才松懈下来的?...
没心情读书啊,好想出去走走,
虽然还有一大堆书本要温习,
但我真的很想周末下马六甲找姐姐去走走
不想天天睡醒就读书+吃东西+online+睡觉...
没有家人和一群好友在身边的感觉好寂寞哦!
那种感觉好空虚,好像少了什么似的T.T

好想念跟家人一次用餐的感觉
虽然就是简简单单的一餐,
但是我真的很享受我们一家人的交谈!

好想念他拖着我的手走路的感觉
还记得我们刚各自上不同大学的时候
我时不时会想要去拉别人的手,因为已经习惯成自然了=.=

好想念和一群好友到处去的感觉
我们总是可以这边跑那边跳,
随时一个电话说几点一起吃东西就ok了
(还记得McD吗?=p)
爽的时候就一起去做运动!
哇真的很想念这种感觉!

上个星期的我好emo, emo的时候就跑去游泳,跑步
跑步时的动力何在?
就是在想着以前在团体和朋友们一起训练的日子...
糟糕,为什么脑海里总是充满以前的记忆,
难道就不能在往后的日子为自己记载快乐的故事吗?=.=

昨晚爸爸告诉我一个震惊的消息
旧家的邻居突然意外逝世了
那个uncle不懂是什么自愿队的
听说当他抹抢的时候不小心击中自己的头部而身亡
我顿时很感触,觉得生命真的很脆弱,
没有任何一个人知道下一秒会发生什么事情...
我就是这样,什么事情都好,就是无法接受生离死别...
所以呢,如果现在的你有什么想做的事就快点去做知道吗?
(谁要告白?lolx =p)